instead of calling my first blog pilot, i decided to call it take off. it is a take off, essentially, of something new. basically ill be blogging about.... anything actually. anything and everything. whatever's on my mind.
so. caught in an immortal storm. i called it that because that's what it feels like. everything around goes on and on and new winds blow and sometimes there's a hurricane and you may be riding the wave or you could just be....... drifting. and most of the time we are drifting. it takes strength to put on a brave face and go out there and do something and be happy and satisfied and not feel sad about who you are and what you do. strength which we find someday and some days we dont.
today, for me, is not a strength finding day :( im bored, all i have to do is homework, and everything feels pointless and hopeless. and when there's nothing to look forward to it can get awful. but i guess it WILL get better. for instance i promise myself and anyone who reads this that tomorrow i will not be sitting in front of the computer. yup. i will go out and do something. wow:) thats making me feel better already:) when im feeling down, i start counting the good things going on:
- X factor (USA) today night:D:D
- taylor swifts new song Red is amazing:)
- my music performance is tomorrow:) (wish me luck!:p)
- my sister will be home in 13 days.
- i'm going for a MUN in 11 days!!!
now i gotta go finish my homework:(sigh) so i can watch X factor xD:)