when things get too boring, i get a little crazy. and currently im incredibly bored :( but don't worry this isn't gonna be like some lame post where i just crib about how sad my life is (even though it is). sorry im doing it again.
anyway, late this Sunday afternoon i was on the way home from my aunts house in my moms car with my mom and sister. road trips are supposed to be fun, right? driving with the radio on loud on a sunny summer day. picture perfect right?? wrong. driving in this city reminds me of a lot of very confused and disobedient toddlers, who cant read traffic signs. seriously i mean how hard is it to STAY IN YOUR LANE?? and all you pedestrians, there are things called zebra crossings and traffic lights, that are there for a reason. and just so we're clear, RED means STOP and GREEN means GO. it would be really nice if people remembered that, and other things like when signs say heavy vehicles stay left, they mean heavy vehicles stay LEFT. really if someone was in a helicopter and flying over the roads looking down, they wouldn't be able to make head or tail of the traffic. i wouldn't even be able to tell if it was a zoo or a road. and i know sitting here complaining isn't going to do much, and you're supposed to be the change you want to see but i don't know what im supposed to do. write a letter to the traffic department? like a million other people have been there, done that. and anyway, the rules are already in place, its just that no one wants to follow them. but the traffic department could use some motivation. maybe a nice kind letter like this:
''hey yo traffic department! do you even exist? cus i cant see any evidence that you do. i think you guys have forgotten what ya'll are supposed to be doing. want a reminder?? MANAGE THE TRAFFIC. actual lanes on highways would be nice. also, a few more traffic signals and road signs that make some SENSE and don't broadcast meaningless rubbish. and get rid of the illegal hoardings for gods sake. no one cares which lucky politicians birthday it is. thank you. have a nice life.''
somehow i don't think that would work.... well maybe i could start a campaign or something. but everyone will tell me there are more important things to campaign about. and there are actually, but i don't feel like ranting about them right now, so ill rant about my own life instead.
isn't it amazing how people are always telling you to be yourself, and then they tell you exactly how to be at the same time? like ''don't try copying others, have your own style.'' and then the next day, ''oh my god WHAT are you wearing?'' it gets annoying. and some people can be SO judgmental. Hello everyone has their own reasons for doing things and im sure you do too. and on top of everything they lie and cheat and ugh.... god im just in an annoyed mood right now. and isn't it lovely when people lead you on?? they tell you're pretty and amazing and then they just.... ignore you. i so love that feeling. and i absolutely adore getting insulted by people who don't know anything about me. im done. good night.